Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Symphony of the air


The great virtuoso pianist, Van Cliburn, has passed on. I read his obituary in The Economist in a state of shock … that turned to elation for the talent of the man and the joy his music brought to my life.

How many numberless hours had I spent spellbound at the sound emanating, soaring, from a spinning long-play record, during my growing up years! That music spread to the tingling tips of my being till the world took an irrevocably aurum hue. Unimaginable emotions welled up within me ignited by that astonishing, that phenomenal power and intricacy of music.

Years later, by an inexplicable preordaining of innumerable coincidences, the love for ornithology and music found kinship with R and on a music drenched evening, I recalled to him the lost bars of Cliburn’s heart-stirring performance through the gleaming Grundig, smelling of warmed wax when its lid was lifted, in dad’s room. Too many years had passed, and I could not recall that heartbeat of opening bars … till R spoke of Richter and we watched that massive Russian sink his immense hands into a grand piano and draw from its innards such sinews of golden sound that I was pinned to my chair, tears smarting from unblinking eyes, the hair on my nape and upper arms set aflame by a resonating chord! That giant Russian virtuoso brought back Rachmaninoff’s immeasurably memorable 2nd Piano Concerto … the very symphony of the air that I was enslaved to during my teenage years—a recording of Cliburn’s unbelievable performance that conquered Soviet Russia’s cultural heart.

The flood gates of emotional attachments need a mere stirring of memory to let loose a roaring deluge of days gone by … what bliss follows then, ruminating.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

The bookstore that changed my life


One morning in the seventies, I lay raging with fever, and dad, apparently in a mood to alleviate my distressed spirits, enquired what would cheer me up. I have no books to read I answered. That evening, ten or twelve books were set at my bedside, much to my unconcealed joy.
They comprised a wide variety of genres: history, war, crime, boy’s stories, animal stories, westerns, biographies, and sport! Two days later he asked me whether I had selected the ones I wanted to keep. Yes, I responded unhesitatingly, all. Now I realize what made me want to keep all the books. I felt a sudden, overwhelming urge to own them for their intrinsic worth, for the mesh of words they held, and the pictures that illustrated the stories they narrated, an urge to pour over these for extended lengths of time or simply to hold and handle them; flip through the gracefully fanned pages; inhale the aromatic letterpress ink, the spine’s glue. I was mesmerized by the geometric patterns books created when handled, or merely resting, horizontal, diagonal, or vertical. Since then books have been my constant companions.
Mom understood, thank goodness for mothers’ perceptiveness, that my thirst for words had become unquenchable, and started giving us, for my sister too had been bitten by the reading bug, and mothers are impartial in their largesse, Rs 30/- as monthly pocket money for, and here was her caveat, nothing but books. 
The only bookstore of repute in those days was A. A. Husain & Co., in the shopping area called Abids, and it belonged to dad’s close friend, Riyazat Husain Arastu, who ran it along with his twinkle-eyed son, Showkath. To us they were Husain sahib and Showkath bhai.
I met Husain sahib for the first time rather timorously, for even dad addressed him with the ‘sahib’ honorific, and I realized he respected him not simply as an elder, but because there was more to him than being a vendor of books. I learnt this however, over time, during subsequent visits to his bookstore. The gleam of interest in his eyes, when he spotted us climbing the two-three steps into his store, was because we were children, not because he knew father. I warmed up to him from day one, for in the inimitable way of the Hyderabadi, he responded fluidly to my hesitant, self-conscious aadaab, and held out both his warm hands for a handshake!
He quizzed our interests, peering at us with sharp, intelligent, bespectacled eyes. Upon hearing a title or author or even a genre, he nodded or raised an eyebrow towards a bookshelf, and an attendant scampered to gently ease out a book, and offer it to us reverently. This gesture, a common denominator between master and assistants, endeared me to the store. I had seen books being treated worse. The reverence was neither towards us, nor was it because books were their bread-and-butter. It was because they dealt with the intellectual sum of civilization; with the one inert item that when opened and perused had the power to transform the reader into the shapes of it desires. And they respected that strength of the inanimate letterpress in the way they handled books, presented them to customers, spoke about them.
Husain sahib was dissatisfied merely selling us books, and eventually enslaving us to the printed word. He was a natural hobbyist, a born collector, and a meticulous cataloguer, of stamps, coins, postcards, matchbox labels, and other ephemera of modern civilization. And he pressed these pastimes upon us as a natural corollary of reading. He fervently wished we transformed our bookish knowledge, our insatiable inquisitiveness beyond the world of books, into another realm that imbibed human ingenuity, endeavor, enterprise, engineering, and entrepreneurship — all through the simple tactile method of collecting stuff. We must husband our resources to understand the why fore and the whereof of say, a postal stamp, or a coin. His aim was to light a spark that unleashed a raging, flaming thirst for knowledge, circumscribed human intellect and quenched itself in the stream of infinite satisfaction that an absorbing hobby could become.
Did Husain sahib succeed? I do not really know the answer to that. But this I know: I’ve been an avid bibliophile, a crazy bibliomaniac, and an intensive birdwatcher for the past three decades, and I read constantly.
The reason for reading as though my life depended upon it, was Showkath bhai’s charming influence. He was an intuitive tuning fork to a reader’s vibrations. He never pushed an author at you, but suggested one with wonderfully restrained subtlety, as though introducing a friend. Invariably he succeeded, for he followed closely the meanderings of my growing reading preferences, keenly listening when I responded to his probing queries. He encouraged me to read Leon Uris, urging me to ignore the thickness of the paperbacks. I was enthralled by the history of the people of Israel, by Ari’s saga, by the human emotions, frailties, ideals, and values that had to be beaded like jewelry on a single golden thread of storyline. All stories comprise the interplay of these recurring subjects and themes, and I read, dumbstruck at the kaleidoscopic handling, the unique word play of different men and women of letters, as they struggled in their own smithies to forge these phenomena into captivating stories.
When I asked for the novels of Wilbur Smith, a fleeting hesitation shadowed his eyes, but he quickly pulled out the entire shelf and bade me select. I began with the panoramic saga of the Courteneys, and spent days in a stupor, drugged by the power of the tale, by the gift and art of this magnificent storyteller.
Through the various sub-genres of fiction, Showkath bhai whetted my quest with an amazing lineup of authors whose works I took to like a fish takes to water. He then added two genres from the non-fiction shelf: philosophy, and history. He must have pulled out Will Durant’s The story of philosophy at least on three–four of my visits, till he finally convinced me to take a copy home and return it if I did not like it. I read it only a couple of years later, and have been fascinated ever since, by the subject itself, and by Durant’s incomparable style. Like Husain sahib, Showkath bhai too was keen to promote the reading habit, rather than sell books. He would withdraw, after preliminaries, and allow me the run of his store. Time was never of the essence and I recall one or two evenings when I was the last customer to leave. I was so engrossed in the books, I’d forgotten myself.
Over the years I read Hemingway, Steinbeck, Maugham, Greene, Conrad, Conan Doyle, Updike, Wallace Stegner, Nietzsche, Bertrand Russell, Alistair Maclean, Desmond Bagley, Agatha Christie, Peter Mathiessen, Willa Cather, Thomas Hardy, Ayn Rand, and many more. To be fair to him, Showkath bhai accepted with grace when I declined any of his suggestions, and I particularly recall James Hadley Chase, Perry Mason, and Hammond Innes among those I turned from. I would try and read all the books of an author, and almost all were bought off Showkath bhai’s shelves. 
A. A. Husain & Co., was a veritable fairyland for an ogling teenage bibliophile, but it had restricted display space, only two large glass windows on either side of its entrance. All one could see of books, once inside the store, were their spines. For some reason I never asked Showkath bhai why all his books were shelved horizontally. I studied them and was so familiar with their layout that I was able to say if a book had been moved. Patterns fascinated me, and a theme on the covers of books by one author, published by a single publisher often stuck in my mind. The solid shelf of black spines, of Penguin Classics’ iconic paperbacks always snagged my eye. It was such a pleasure browsing titles and their legendary authors. I was blessed in having this father and son duo as mentor and guide when I began to read passionately. A. A. Husain & Co., held the charm of the proprietary bookstore run by a knowledgeable, approachable, conversational, owner who effused an endearing personal touch, which is almost unheard of in the glittering corporatized world book business has become. The transformation of the trade, from friendly neighborhood bookstore, to glitzy, multi-cloned pan-continental chain stores has shriveled the passionate bond that existed between the reader and the bookseller. Now dog-eared stackers and speed-reading cashiers people these temples of learning, and browsers are often labeled loiterers.

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

An open letter to my children


1st January 2013

Dear ________,

On New Year’s Eve I realized suddenly that you are at a crossroads, where momentous decisions have to be made: career choices, journeys with new life partners, etc. I am confident about your ability to deal with life, for I’ve marveled at your growth from childhood, through youth, into adulthood. Yet, both of us know that the future is an unpredictable void. I asked myself what I could give you to help you deal with the turbulence life splashes in your face, and have below listed some of the things that have steadied my own ship on its storm-tossed journey through the sea of life.

The digital world that is taking over our lives at the speed of light has implicit within its core the ability to draw you away from the real, three-dimensional tactile world we live in. You could keep in touch with every single person you know in this world via the magic of digital social media, but can you physically touch them? Can you hear their belly laugh; wipe away a tear; give a hug and receive one in return; hold hands; share a meal; play a game … yes, there is this reality we miss out on in cyber land, and believe me, the list can be as long as one wishes to make it.
     So in this New Year try and make time to anchor yourself to the real world, peopled by friends and family in flesh and blood, pulsating and palpating with life and emotions. Meet people, empathize, converse, laugh, argue, share meals, walks, books, movies, theatre … but be present with them physically, not digitally.

The pace of humanity’s life on earth is much faster today than it was in my youth, or that of my parents’. While you hurtle through your multi-tasked life, I urge you to make time for quietude, for reflection, a moment for yourself. Take time out to simply sit, to just be, and think. Spool backwards through the day’s episodes before sleeping, stopping to ponder a colleague’s off-the-cuff remark that made you laugh; the reason for a sticky situation; the antecedents of an unnecessary altercation with a loved one. Make such moments work for you daily. You will see how your thought process deepens into the ability to analyse behavior, actions, reactions, ideas and situations; how the cogs of your mind that lead to cognition begin to rotate. The difference between thinking on the fly and pondering at leisure is that of seeing a single frame and absorbing an entire movie. The ability to synthesize thought cogently is not a genetic gift, but the result of training yourself to sit quietly and think, so that you just don’t skim an issue superficially but delve into its multiple-angled intricacies to understand it in totality.

Get physical, and indulge in sport. Too many youngsters follow sport on digital, and print media. Believe me it is nowhere near the real thing. Whether you chase a ball around a squash court or swing it gracefully into the mantling blue from a green square; whether you cleave water in the local club’s pool, or sweat buckets of it in the gym; whether you walk, run, do calisthenics, push weights, climb, bicycle, or whatever, make time to workout. As a descendant of hunter-gatherers, your body is tuned by evolution to thrive in these vigorous physical activities, that are nothing but replacements of those antediluvian straining which is no longer required. Nothing gives your body that vital boost of adrenalin than a sporting indulgence. It is the garnish, the high octane that will fuel your appetite for a fuller life.

I know you read and I celebrate that indulgence of yours. Words define life for us humans, and their innumerable and myriad repositories are books of every conceivable genre. I have nothing against digital books. If they work for you, so be it. The act of reading is of primacy. But books do furnish a room with their symmetrical physicality. They stand in dignified silence upon your bookshelves until you take one down and open it. Only then does it speak to you. It is nearly impossible to get such a human companion in real life, for the sense of power unleashed by an unsolicited opinion far exceeds the self-control required to stop one from blurting it out. The battery of a physical book does not run down, nor does its software expire, neither does the hardware require frequent replacement. A book does not die when accidentally dropped.

Reading is the bedrock of good conversation, the grist for your cerebrations. There is no other medium yet invented by human ingenuity that conveys so much through so little to so many [with apologies to Churchill]. Written descriptions and thought has not yet been successfully transmuted adequately into any other visual or aural medium. Such is the power of the written word. Embrace it, and you hold the world in the palm of your hand. Shun it and you embrace ignorance.

Get passionate about something in life. Allow that passion to energize you with its own purpose. Find a niche and chip away at the block of stone till whatever you’ve envisaged emerges into the shining light of our world. Always remember it is the journey, and not the destination that matters: for the fun is along the way, as is the satisfaction of research, discovery, and implementation.

Take every opportunity to travel and see the world; experience the bouquet of civilization’s cultures and achievements; immerse yourself into the solace of open spaces; occasionally move your horizons from cityscapes to wild landscapes.

The completely changed perspective of a wilderness area is the only panacea for a mind benumbed by the endless friction that our lives have become—for the simple reason that not a line, not a curve, not a gloss, not a hue, not a sound, not a silence, not a stillness, nor even a motion, not a light, nor so the shade, not the perspective, not the haze bears the mark we run from — that of fellow human. In such surroundings you renew yourself by either discarding all your baggage, or you will internalize thought and brush away the cobwebs from your mind. An epiphany will then resonate through your being, that sentience is not the prerogative of humanity, but a means to better comprehend the world we live in, and our place in it. Such an understanding is the beginning of every journey.

I wish you Godspeed, joy, and luck on your wanderings. 

Sunday, December 16, 2012

My book of days: a full moon

4 December 2012
The full moon is unforgettable here. It rose like a swollen orange, more than rising, hanging in the darkness, drawing all aqueous substances to its cool, pitted surface. All day the water that crashed on the beach, swung back muddy and delirious, creating a bucking, straining undertow that preyed upon you casualness, your carelessness, and flung you bodily into its unceasing dragnet. I remarked, ignorantly at that time, that the breaking waves were muddy for the first time since we arrived. The seas were definitely rougher than in the previous days. But those, even though deprived the bird of a water nymph, dove and ducked in those swells and opined them swimming-pool safe.

Much later did I realise the cause for such a colossal upheaval in the sea. A distant moon draws the earth's waters towards its parched skin—be that liquid spread over tens of thousands of square miles, or the mucosa in our upward tugged eyes, awed by the luminosity, the sheer, untarnished beauty of an orbiting full moon.

Jupiter remained the solitary sentry that witnessed the daily orbit as the moon rose steadily to reach it, and then pass on in an overarching curve.

The three following days saw a calm sea that had the water babies cooing in pleasure.

Moonlight through palm fronds. There couldn't be more filtered a pleasure, more refined a joy.

My book of days: an evening walk

18 November 2012
Walked in the evening in the park. The sun sets by 5.30 pm, or thereabouts, and the path gradually disappears into shadow. The verdure wall on my left, as I walk into the setting orange orb, blackens into a two-dimensional silhouette, above which, an incandescent sickle of silver glows ineffectually, and the western immensity of merging elements—the earth and the sky—into darkness, burns in the afterglow of a dying fire.

Invariably, at such moments of time in the mingling light and dark, the invisible, goggle-eyed stone curlew, anticipating the darkness for which its large eye was forged, lets forth its sharp, piping whistle, nervous giggle, if you will, and dreams of cloak and dagger hunts in utter darkness. It rises above the din all around, piercing the cool air like Nature was sounding taps … only here not signalling the end of day, and ensuring a safe night, but a beginning, for those like this goggle-eyed plover, whose life's activities begin during the hours that remain, largely, mysterious to mankind.

It thrills the marrow in me, that clarion, for I recognise a larger circle of life than my fellow walkers are aware of. It elevates my spirit at the ability of Nature to survive despite heavy odds.

I walk safe in the light-split, sound-split air, happy to bear witness to one world awakening, and another trundling towards end of day.

Diary entries: gossip

All-in-all, everyone is interested in a good story, pregnant with its sub-plots and subtle innuendos, open to as many interpretations as listeners. For aural traditions need not be imprisoned like the printed word, being stories-in-progress, as they ricochet from ear-to-ear, fleshing out, zesting with added masala, getting rounder with exaggerations, sharper with inflected criticisms, coloured with subtle intermingling autobiography and biography.

Diary entries: beneath a maulsri tree

After almost an hour on this butt-numbing stone bench, birds come into the maulsri-blossom scented canopy above me. A tailor bird with its measuring tape darkened neck stripe, its needle-sharp upright-tail, its cinnamon skullcap, wanders silently over internal branches, taking my measure.

A small sunbird dazzles me with its audacious boldness from two meters, deflecting rainbow hues my way on sunlight reflected purple rays. It swings and flirts its wings, chirping and singing. Dare I raise my straw-hat-encircled head and peer owlishly at it, or will that movement scare it's little heart into flight? Too many leaves obstruct my vision, but the song's pitch does rise a note or two, when I do so.

Diary entries: dragonfly

An orange dragonfly relentlessly patrols the Egyptian blue, dry fountain well. Perhaps out of habit. Perhaps too, as its insect prey do, both searching a lost oasis.

Diary entries: fritillaries

Small (1 cm) fritillaries (?) flitter fussily low over the grass, and come to rest momentarily on the granite square, holding their wings above their frail bodies, and tripping forward with mincing steps, perhaps the stone is too hot underfoot, like dhows or sailboats moving leisurely upon a granite sea. A moment's respite, and they flutter away restlessly.

Diary entries: coconut palms

Coconut palms are the botanical world's firecracker rockets. A climbing stream of arcing fire, and at the end of the trajectory, a spray of explosion—the tensile trunk with the palm fronds in its crown!


Books I have read in 2012

I just discovered how wonderful it feels to revisit the books I've read this year, by simply listing them out. Preparing such a list might even tempt you to take out a book from the shelf, and look up favourite passages, if you have marked them. I ended up with a fine cerebral and sensory buzz for a couple of hours!

The cat's table. 
The song of Achilles. Otter country. Hamlet. The golden mean. Tiger. 
Light years.
The long legged house. 
A private history of awe. 
Earth works. 
The lady and the monk. 
A patch made in heaven. 
Mrs Dalloway. 
Tell me true. 
Bird sense. 
Birdwatching with your eyes closed. 
Best of Munro. 
Goodbye to all that. 
Dr Rosenbach and Mr Lilly. 
Stop what you're doing and read this. 
The life in the skies. 
The lost art of reading. 
To the lighthouse. 
1984. 
Tell me true. 
Winston's war. 
Othello. 
Wildbranch. 
Charterhouse of Parma. Unfinished. 

Tolstoy and the purple chair. 

Friday, November 30, 2012

Save Flamingo city - letter to Hon'ble Minister, MoEF


28 November 2012

Smt. Jayanthi Natarajan
Minister, Environment & Forests
Paryavaran Bhawan
Lodi Road 
New Delhi 110003


Dear Smt. Natarajan,
Sub: Flamingo city

I write to you once more to strengthen your hand in your laudable efforts to protect our country’s unmatched wilderness areas. This time it is in support of your battle in Gujarat, where that fantastic oddity of the natural world, the flamingo, is threatened by a proposed road whose purpose is dubious, and for which, if it must be constructed, there is an alternate that will fit the original intent—and, vitally, by-pass Flamingo city, sparing this natural pink-city of India, which is also the expressed intention of your ministry.
            There are Indians who question your stand, bringing up an overused, but generally effective bugbear—is the safety of flamingos above the defense imperatives of our country?
            The vehement answer, Smt. Natarajan, is a resounding YES. The perpetrators of the query are myopic. Their concern for our country’s safety is single-minded, not multi-pronged. They assume external aggression as the only threat we face.
It is an universal truth often forgotten amidst the intoxication of our hubris, that the boundaries of all political entities are protected not only by forces raised from within human society, but that the land itself defends us from within by the mesh of its physical features, its rivers, forests, grasslands, estuaries, lakes, hills and mountains, deserts, etc. These may seem barriers to our lebensraum, but they most definitely are part of the natural defense systems of our land, mantling us protectively within their ecological clockwork. No such natural area is ever sanitized of its inhabitants to be replaced permanently by an unnatural one, without the rending of the fabric of our country’s ecology, and hence safety. It cannot be. That is a simple rule of the cosmos. To try and sanitize a habitat, by superseding its incomprehensibly intricate vitality by a shortsighted, short-termed goal, be it a road that will enhance our country’s security, is a folly with insidious ramifications. One whose domino effect, the successful foisting of a single agenda, external threat, as a panacea for bulldozing projects through ecologically sensitive areas, will lay bare, one by one, each and every vital physical organ of our country, as though she were inflicted with an auto-immune disease, and destroy her from within.
            Flamingo city is one such natural phenomenon. It cannot be conceived as a simple tree in a forest; one among many. It is a standalone wonder, unrivalled on Earth, like the Gir forest, pride of Gujarat, is. A duplicate does not exist. Gujarat guards the Asiatic lion with all her teeth. She should also be made to understand the irreplaceable worth, the intrinsic value, the immense cultural connotations, and the responsibility that comes with authority, of safeguarding of Flamingo city and its denizens.
In a much-loved literary classic, wherein flamingos too figure, an adventurous young girl arrives at a crossroads, and asks of a rabbit, which path she should take. That depends, he replies, on where you want to be.
Gujarat, and indeed, every corner of our glorious land stand at just such crossroads. Every decision will hinge on the rabbit’s pitch. Where do we want to be?
We cannot sacrifice the remnants of our natural defenses, the internal bastion of stability vital to our survival, for the demigod of external threat. We must take a stand upon the grounds of reason and convince our fellow citizens that a façade of safe political boundaries, protected by interventional infrastructural solutions, is not prudence but a charade of public-deception unless the natural resources of our country are also safeguarded.
I support you wholeheartedly in your defense of Flamingo city.

Thanking you,

Yours truly,


Aasheesh Pittie

Friday, July 06, 2012

Narcondam Hornbill: My letter to Smt. Jayanthi Natarajan MoS Environment & Forests


26 June 2012

Smt. Jayanthi Natarajan
Minister of State for Environment & Forests (Independent Charge)
Chairperson, Standing Committee of the National Board for Wildlife
Ministry of Environment & Forests, Government of India
Paryavaran Bhavan, CGO Complex, Lodi Road
New Delhi 110003


Dear Smt. Natarajan,

Sub: Narcondam Hornbill

I write to you, as I am concerned about the future of the ‘Endangered’ Narcondam Hornbill Aceros narcondami. I glean from the media that there is a proposal from the coast guard to set up a manned radar station and supporting power generation plants on Narcondam Island, citing security of the nation as their prime, and laudable reason.

Members of the NBWL would, no doubt, have apprised you about the inherent fragility of island ecosystems. I would just like to emphasise that Narcondam Island is so small a rock, comprised of such a shallow surface of volcanic soil, that any violation of its ecology by an alien invasive species, whether by design or by accident, is almost certain to trigger a cycle of events that might spiral towards disaster for its denizens. The coast guard’s proposal is a recipe for such a catastrophe, given the nature of the project, the size of the entire island, and the natural diversity at stake: construction crews, feeder roads, clear-felling, support staff, maintenance crews, accessibility infrastructure, etc. The possibility of unwanted seeds of weeds, like parthenium or lantana, reaching the island via construction sand is very real. The aftermath of such an eventuality is scary. You know that Narcondam Island suffered an explosion of feral goats in the recent past. This menace has been controlled with great difficulty, and the island’s vegetation is slowly recovering from their depredations.

What will happen to the endemic hornbill, which does not exist anywhere else on Earth, if its unique island home becomes another cog in the machinery of human civilization? India has the proud and immense responsibility of ensuring its safety in its present pristine state of existence, for we are answerable to ourselves and to future generations as to how we treat our planet. How will we justify the strange paradox that we erected this large eye to spy on the world, while we lost sight of what was in our backyard?

Dear Madam, the greater issue here is not the security of the state, but the safeguarding of a unique life form, evolved over millennia, super specialised to exist upon that single dot of terra firma called Narcondam Island. I am sure that if your ministry unequivocally upholds Narcondam Island as inviolate, you would not only nudge the coast guard to look for appropriate locations elsewhere, thus fulfilling their security concerns, but also ensure the continued existence of an exquisite form of life unique to a part of India—an enduring legacy indeed.


Thanking you,

Yours truly,


Aasheesh Pittie

Trustee, New Ornis Foundation
Editor, Indian BIRDS

Thursday, June 21, 2012

My kind of birding


In recent years I have often heard a refrain that one sees the same species of birds on field trips. Initially I would get cross at such an observation, which was remiss of me, for everyone does not think the way I do, and that’s okay. Later I was bemused, for how could new species be ordered up for a birder? Now I am concerned, for I think this is a symptom of a deeper malady.
            I have been birding for a little over three decades, and never have I been put off by the prospect of seeing the same common species on a birding outing. When something new turned up during outings or a rare bird was sighted, we were ecstatic. The excitement ignited a sense of awe in the entire group. But I cannot recall even one instance of a birder complaining about the lack of species novelty. So this lament is new to my ears.
            I feel that it is a symptom of a syndrome often called boredom, which is particularly prevalent in the digital generation for whom the predilection to channel-surf through life’s situations is an overpowering need, and this gives them a false sense of control over their lives, of the desire to change a situation at the mere press of a button. The downside of this is an ever-decreasing attention span. If this phenomenon begins to seep into one’s very nature, then activities that are not considered ‘essential’ in the life of a person, say leisure, inevitably fall prey to a ceaseless, futile hunger for novelty in whatever one does. Given such a bent of mind, and with the mind-bending peer pressures rampant today, how long will it take, I often ask myself, before this malady leaches into the more essential areas of the fabric of one’s life? I see signs of it daily in traffic snarls. Tempers flare at the avoidable inconvenience, but people do not hesitate to slip out of their lane on spotting a chance for a quick exit. If everyone stuck to traffic rules, the flow would, undoubtedly, be smoother.
            Leisure activity, as I was saying, is the first victim of such aberrant behaviour. I am of the firm belief that the constant desire to spot at least one species never seen before, and the paradoxical moaning that follows the no-show of a new species is a symptom of the channel-surfing mindset. I am concerned about such an overpowering desire for novelty, when a dynamic activity like birding, becomes suspect of being mired in stagnation, and the disgruntled birder actually begins to wonder whether it would be worth the while to spend another mundane morning tramping through the countryside, chasing the same old birds!
            Bird watching is not an eternal quest for rarity, though no birder denies the thrill of sighting one. It is not about racing all over the landscape and tallying a century of birds before lunch, though no birder will deny the special joy of such a ‘ton.’ It is not twitching for the most number of species seen, though there have been many that have basked in the sunshine of that self-indulgent high-life (they truly miss the woods for the trees).
            Bird watching, in its essence, is the fine art of becoming invisible; of merging into the surroundings in such a manner that the breath which Nature has held back upon your entry into Her parlour, is joyfully exhaled, and normal respiration restored; in such a way that the frozen statues of animate wildlife, interrupted by your brashness, are coaxed into resuming their activities; in such a way that your aural and visual senses are drenched with the buoyancy of life; in such a way that you get outside yourself and become a part of the pageant around you.
            This does require the cultivation of a patience that slows down your pace to that of the elemental cycles dominating the flow of life in an immaculate world run entirely without human help. It requires the marshalling and re-aligning of vision, and a new focus of hearing so that you absorb every single sound and identify its source, and gradually its nuances, its cadenzas. It demands the preoccupation with stillness.
            What are the rewards of this exercise? I can think of at least two that will last you a lifetime. One, you would have begun to notice things about your surroundings that you never knew existed, bringing you immediate, immeasurable joy. Two, you would have wound down your restless inner dynamo to such an extent that you would discover a quietude, a stillness within you; a fount for a fresh view of your surroundings, a new approach to life, based on re-energised sensitivities. But first you must do this.
            Then suddenly a new world opens its doors to your mind’s eye. You remain standing in front of a fruiting neem, while the large group of birders moves on, having identified one or two species. You inhale the aroma of its foliage. A fluty whistle from its canopy leads your eye to the Iora. He is dressed in breeding regalia—jet cap and coat, deep canary shirt, white epaulettes. He courts a hen iora with song, he postures, he patrols; his aria persuades her and dissuades rivals from his territory. You do not exist in his scheme of things, just in your own sensory world, as a witness. You stay with him as he perambulates the leafy canopy, lifting his warbling beak skyward, fluffing his velvet beret, vibrating his dark tail, standing on tiptoe in the fervour of his operatic song. You are trapped by its intensity. You are mesmerised by its elemental simplicity, by the realisation that the Iora’s entire world, in that moment, is its song, and that he has enmeshed you in it, albeit momentarily, till your focus expands to take in the larger picture, the shining curved leaves of the neem, the soft yellow fruit-pods, the darkened bark, damp from last night’s rain, the tangled undergrowth.
            A movement you spy, from the corner of your eye, and realise it is an Ashy Prinia that’s flown into the Iora’s neem, and you stay with it. As your senses expand, your absorption of the drama around you becomes acute and before you are aware of it, you are invisible to yourself, a part of the very landscape you’ve come to partake, all eyes and ears, inhaling its scents, feeling it on your skin. If you become aware of yourself, the spell is broken and the pageant melts away into simple, mundane, two-dimensionality. The trick is to be yourself invisible, but completely present in your surroundings. Now you are on the path to my kind of birding.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Bibliography of South Asian Ornithology

I am thrilled to announce that my bibliography on South Asian Ornithology went online yesterday! The team that made is possible comprises Suhel Quader, Anush Shetty, and Pavithra Sankaran, with inputs from Sainath Vellal.


Please visit at: www.southasiaornith.in

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

University of Hyderabad: of birds and a menhir


I begin scratching in my notebook no sooner we’re parked, the birding stuff taken out, and the cars locked. The ears direct my pencil, more than the eyes; the birds, of course, are always around, either visible, or audible.
Our large group troops behind today’s guide, Prof. KSR, meandering through a filigree of vegetation, towards a promised water body. I lean against a boulder and jot my tenth species, when a newcomer peers at the notebook and timorously enquires whether all those birds were seen today! His disbelief at my affirmative is expected. Most rookies do not even register birdcalls when they begin, considering them a part of background noise. He staggers away, following those who have vanished behind a screen of thorny foliage. The noisy chatter and laughter from that direction is discouraging, disturbing. Unwritten birding law frowns upon such audible excess and sudden violent movement. Breaking it is counter-productive for the birds are scared off by loud talk. But its okay I guess, for this is a day of fun birding.
I too move towards the hullabaloo and arrive at an opening in the vegetation that widens into the Gundla-kunta, a small shallow pond, with floating vegetation, and partly bouldery shores. Our group stands on some flat rocks, on its north-eastern corner. With the sun behind us we have perfect light for birding. There are a number of species actively engaged in feeding, and other activities. It is an idyllic scene. Well, almost.
This little glittering wetland, so endearing to the birds that use it, is also a dumping ground for sundry items of garbage, and a popular graveyard for that peculiar symbol of mindlessness, the shattered beer bottle. The place is littered to the gills. Empty bottles float, open-mouthed, all over the dimpled surface of Gundla-kunta. Shards of glass glint on the shores and the rock we are gathered upon crackles with it underfoot.
This act of utterly avoidable irresponsibility shocks and angers me, for it is an indignity meted to that which I revere. This was, after all, an institution for higher studies. Educated people, yes, even in the tenets of a civil society, live and study here. Does this fact absolve them of civilised behaviour and its collective, social responsibility? The wanton defacing of a public place needs a special germ of callousness to start it. The first bottle which is brought out into this pristine (read devoid of garbage) landscape, packed with care lest it break, and leak what it holds, once emptied of its contents, becomes a burden to take back for proper disposal. Chucked or shattered it simply catalyses similar future indiscretions. Such a sacrilegious act of despoliation soon assumes the dirty patina of a regular dump. Subsequent visitors see this ‘convenience’ rather than the natural beauty of the landscape beyond, which it besmirches. And before one realises what is happening, the blight takes hold.
Should not a society that permits unrestricted access to public places also demand that such areas be left in the same, clean state they were found? The self-discipline that achieves this is a social prerequisite, and really small change, in terms of the effort required, for the solace of unblemished landscapes. So what does one do to remedy the scourge? To my mind, the only solution that might last is the involvement of the perpetrators to clean their own backyard. Yes, in this case, finding the polluters might be difficult. So involve the entire campus. Let the USP of the exercise be pride in a clean campus! If this involves the teaching staff, local celebrities, environment groups, etc., so much the better! Do this every six months and I am sure it will make a huge difference, a marked shift in attitude, instil a sense of belonging to the place.
While we stand for an hour and watching birds, the excitement and enjoyment is palpable—and why not? We spot over 25 species from that one spot. Besides their ‘normal’ activities of flying around, feeding, swimming, and perching, there is some hilarious act-like-something-one-is-not, to confuse the smug birders. There are personal highlights for me—a family of dabchicks comprising fussy parents, and three precocious black baubles cavorting in the water; both species of jacanas, in different parts of the pond; and, the rare darter (two!) planing overhead in absolute abandon.
Now there are those who will argue that this diversity illustrates the indifference of wild nature to the minor callousness of devil-may-care citizenry. But that is just a senseless, myopic argument, from those who are happy to accept the visible, immediate present, as the only reality. Unfettered pollution, let it be clearly understood, ultimately wipes out entire life-cycles found in such ecosystems, big or small, gouging out the soul of a landscape, leaving behind a pauperized state of barrenness. A ‘wilderness’ overtaken by the detritus of an insensate community is a sad reflection of the state of a collective conscience, an objurgation of the right to call ourselves sentient beings.
Prof. KSR leads us northward, circuitously, through a fallow green field of rough ankle-high grass, to the earthen bund of Gundla-kunta. As soon as we scramble up its sloping side, an aura of an ancient presence, an antiquity, not so much geographical, as civilisational, is sensed. The tamarind trees leaning away from the slope are old. He says there is archaeological evidence from this very campus of millennial human occupation, even of the cultivation of millets, that much-ignored cereal. It is quite likely that this very kunta irrigated nutritious crops for several generations of Dravidians. To desecrate and pollute sacrosanct ancient sites of historical import is as sacrilegious as graffiti-scrawled monuments. What conscience permits such a strain of cultural defacement?
The atmosphere of the kunta, is so different from the bund. Angled sunlight shines on its surface. Sounds are muted under these brooding old trees, on a ground carpeted with several seasons’ leaf-fall. Wonder borders awe, and a strangely elating joy laces with deference, as though we have chanced upon a tiny gem of a marvel here, which each of us, from the glint in our eye, seems to carry away.
The walk to the nursery tosses some more birds in our path. Jaunty-tailed Indian robins, electrifying wagtails, a mysterious lark, a pair of amorous munias, and a fervently pleading plaintive cuckoo.
Tea follows, in the university’s canteen, and then, near the entrance to the campus, Prof. K leads our motorcade into an abandoned plantation of lanky-boled, thinly foliaged trees. Parking the vehicles we walk to what turns out to be the most amazing sight of our trip—at least for me: a four thousand year old granite menhir, a pre-Iron Age monolith to honour the dead. It would have taken gargantuan brawn to make it stand, or remarkable ingenuity. We shoot pictures of the group around this gigantic tombstone. Then we disperse.
Walking back to the cars, we are appalled at the lamentable repetition of litter. All around this historical monument, this irrefutable evidence of four millennia of human life, lie the same shameful broken bottles, epitomising the complete erosion of respect for culture and history, of a complete lacking of any sense of propriety that collective responsibility demands, of the lack of even a modicum of shame at negating personal margins of social obligation and behaviour.
I depart with mixed feelings: exaltation in the sense of perspective that history and archaeology provide; wellbeing from a morning spent outdoors chasing birds; utter shame at the insensitivity of fellow humans. But towering over all these emotions is a sense of rage—and the realisation that ultimately, an education only leads the horse to water.